if you have a crush on me, anonymously tell me why.

blkgirlblogging:

shehateme:

I don’t expect anyone to answer, as everyone who WOULD have a crush on me, loves me.

So… yeah.

But reblogging for a quick laugh or two.

my shit is gonna have tumbleweeds blowing through it. 

i don’t think anyone has a crush on me 

Also. :-/

(Source: evokercollar)

Sick Kid = Frustration

It’s one thing when you’re sick. You can handle that shit. It’s like…sure I’m coughing up blood but I’ll still trek to work. 

But, when your kid is sick the world stops. Nothing else matters except tending to the fever your child has been battling for the past 24 hrs. Trip to the hospital last night, doctor visit this afternoon and finally breaking a 104 degree fever has taken everything out of me. Got the monster to take a bath and eat but I feel like the dreaded warmth is coming back. UGH. 

As long as he is comfortable, I’m good because this afternoon was a major scare. He was just laying there. No juice, food, or crying and was sweating like crazy. Ya know….typical fever shit. But I don’t remember my son ever having a fever that bad. Or maybe I’m just being my usual panicky self. 

Fuck that. My kid needs to get better and fast because I don’t know how much worry one person can take. And to think, I have a lifetime left of this shit. My goodness. 

Then his germy butt has the nerve to want to share MY orange juice. Excuse you? I have issues of my own so do NOT share yours. 

Whatever. He’s happy. I love him. 

Forgiving yourself for something you’ve done is the hardest thing to do.

decembersown:

Only you know the woman you truly are. Only you know the pain behind every mistake you’ve ever made. Everyone in the world will have an opinion on how you are supposed to feel about something. None of them will ever know what it feels like to let yourself down. Forget moms, dads, aunts, cousins and grandparents and how they would feel if they knew. I am disappointed in me and I have the right to be. I just want to figure out which way really is up from here. 

Wow. Stop speaking my soul. :-/